A week with my favorite (and only) brother!
Since I am to be honest and want you to understand what this means, here is a repost of my FetLife journal from last year when He visited.
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This will be an ongoing project as I ponder and poke my way through a problem I have.
My older brother has asked to come to stay with us for a week while he is visiting Las Vegas. Not his first, but his longest and one not related to his work.
How do I deal with my life and our home?
Master-Sir has given me some guidelines and has insisted that I figure out the rest. Since I am the one who knelled before him and promised a life as His slave.
1) My loving brother has been like a best friend to my Owner. They talk often, almost more than I do and when we are there, they hang out together. Master-Sir has always offered our place to him if he ever makes out to Las Vegas.
2) Master-Sir has (with my consent) outed us as Master/slave to a few of his relatives. They stay here and are aware of my role in his life and his Uncle has use of me.
3) When vanilla family are here, I am allowed one piece of clothing and shoes. Usually a long sun dress type of an outfit. I eat at the table and act "normal"
4)The hooks and other attachments stay in the ceilings and walls, the main toy box is kept in the main room and I am to still use the slave bathroom when they are here, but I do get to close the garage door.
My brother and I have always had a very close and wonderful relationship. He likes the fact that I have finally found happiness with a man. He enjoys seeing the way I react to my husband and treat him with such respect. As my Owner does the same to me.
Growing up, my brother has been my defender from school kids teasing and bullying because of my weight. He has seen me naked several times growing up and into my teen years and even watched as I gave my boyfriend (his best friend) a blow job a few times in the car.
When Master-Sir has his family is here, I feel miserable not being able to be myself and to serve like I normally do. So Master-Sir said it was up to me to tell my brother as much or as little as I want. To feel better and to trust my brother with the truth or to make it lite and a bit kinky while making me miserable..
6/10
Called my brother to talk about his trip, family and things. My goal was to approach him on how kinky he is or open to things. It was a bit difficult to come out and ask him, but with this being Las Vegas, "sin city" - I asked him what clubs he was thinking of going to and what all he wanted me to show him, Letting him know I have seen everything here. From the big strip shows to the swing clubs to the small magic shows.
He laughed at the swing club, but came clean saying he would have no problem if we were to go there as a couple (cheaper) or as a three some. Than he asked about the kinky rooms. The ones with the ropes and chains.
That changed the conversation and finally gave me what I was really looking for. I was now able to ask him what he thought if we were into that stuff. He actually said he was not surprised by the way I treat my "husband" the way we act together and he thought my husband was the alpha male with our relationship.
First mission accomplished and time to change the topic. I assured him that I would leave him enough time to find things out on his own and give him space if he found a willing partner while here. His secrets would be safe with me as I hoped he would do the same for me. .
6/15
Our conversation tonight went down memory lane. Apparently our talk about swing clubs and other "adult" adventures jogged a memory he wanted solved.
When he was in High School, Mom and Dad threatened to punish him if he did not start to clean up his room, make his bed and put his laundry in the hamper before school each day.
So on the day this new rule was to happen, he was thinking about a test or some other thing and forgot. On my way down the hall and out the door to meet the bus, I swooped into his room. Made his bed, straighten a few things out, grabbed the dishes he had and the dirty clothes. Put the clothes in the hamper and the dish in the dishwasher as I went out the door.
On the bus, he got nervous remembering what he forgot to do. I told him not to worry, i did it for him. He thanked me. Than asked what he would have to owe me to have me do that more often? I said I would have to think about that.
So I did. everyday before school, i would go thru his room and make the bed, straighten things out and go off for the bus.
Tonight he asked me why I did that? And why I never asked for anything in return. But I reminded him that I did. he just didn't know it. I asked for and got His love, respect and his protection from the school bullies.
Plus it just felt good to do something for my big brother who had more important things to worry about. Like his grades improving to play sports. making his bed was the least I could do.
He ended the conversation with a comment about how I just seemed to be happy when I am helping others. Serving... I told him he was right. That I like to do that to only the important people in my life. Than he asked if he was still an important person in my life?
Hmm, interesting way to end our conversation.
6/17
Where does the time go? My brother will be here in less than 10 days! I it figured out to longer than that.
Tonight's conversation was short. He called first to talk about dad on Father's Day. Than he got to the point. Am I a slave or a submissive??
He was talking to Dad and they got onto a conversation about mom and that I guess led into some thought he had about their relationship, our earlier conversation about alpha male and service and than the light went off in his head.
I was outed.
Never in my life had I lied to my brother and I wasn't about to start, So I answered that I am my Husbands slave. Not a submissive, but a slave. Did that news bother him? No. But he needed to go and we will talk later.
Hmm... He sounded happy that he knew the truth and left on a good note.
6/19
My loving brother sent me a very long, twisted and wonderful email. He is glad I found my happy place and knows it would be difficult for me to hide that from him while he is here.
His desire while here is to have fun, gamble a little, see a few shows and spend as much time as possible with his kid sister.
He is also fascinated by the kink or in my case, the lifestyle and would have no problem seeing it in action. With a few requests. No sex in public or in front of him, no nudity and no painful punishments or play while he is in the house. Please.
The thought of hearing someone beat his sister, may send him into fits and anger. It's just the brother-protector side of him..
The words, the name calling, the way we relate to each other would be an "educational experience." He wrote.
I responded by asking him to keep what he learns here, to himself. I also let him know that unless he says otherwise, my none sexual, clothed services will extend to him and to please let enjoy what he can while here.
The letter was a wonderful thing to read. It answered a lot of questions. Maybe tonight, the last bit of my nervousness will go away!
6/24
He called to say he was all packed and looking forward to his trip here. I asked him about his routine. Waking up, breakfast, meals, etc... he thought i was grilling him like I was writing a book or something evil like that! when I explained that I will be the ultimate host and as the ultimate host, she needs to know his desired meals and making sure he is happy, so I also need to know his routine.
We agreed he would let me know when it was too much of something. No nudity or sex, but the serving and the names will stay as they always do. He will see a lighter side of my submission.
A full week of my Brother!! He really has his schedule full of things to see and do. He even has a couple of ladies he met online (??) and wants to go out club'ing with them. That's good, because I hate doing the party thing!
Master-Sir has allowed me to have today and tomorrow off to get everything ready and to meet him at the airport. Than Thursday I spend cleaning my Boss's house. So I do have some free time to spend with my brother, alone.
I cleaned up the guest bedroom. Out clean sheets on, put some condoms, lube and a few toys in the bedside stand. Made sure the fresh towels are there and a nice candle !
I really wanted to thank everyone for their kind words of encouragements, assistance on how and what to say to him and just being there for a shoulder to lean on and talk to about this.
My butterflies went from nervous butterflies ot anxious butterflies!
Master-Sir has given me some free time to be off line and so I will be silent for awhile on here, but will respond to emails and PM's
Have a great week! I know I will!
My older brother has asked to come to stay with us for a week while he is visiting Las Vegas. Not his first, but his longest and one not related to his work.
How do I deal with my life and our home?
Master-Sir has given me some guidelines and has insisted that I figure out the rest. Since I am the one who knelled before him and promised a life as His slave.
1) My loving brother has been like a best friend to my Owner. They talk often, almost more than I do and when we are there, they hang out together. Master-Sir has always offered our place to him if he ever makes out to Las Vegas.
2) Master-Sir has (with my consent) outed us as Master/slave to a few of his relatives. They stay here and are aware of my role in his life and his Uncle has use of me.
3) When vanilla family are here, I am allowed one piece of clothing and shoes. Usually a long sun dress type of an outfit. I eat at the table and act "normal"
4)The hooks and other attachments stay in the ceilings and walls, the main toy box is kept in the main room and I am to still use the slave bathroom when they are here, but I do get to close the garage door.
My brother and I have always had a very close and wonderful relationship. He likes the fact that I have finally found happiness with a man. He enjoys seeing the way I react to my husband and treat him with such respect. As my Owner does the same to me.
Growing up, my brother has been my defender from school kids teasing and bullying because of my weight. He has seen me naked several times growing up and into my teen years and even watched as I gave my boyfriend (his best friend) a blow job a few times in the car.
When Master-Sir has his family is here, I feel miserable not being able to be myself and to serve like I normally do. So Master-Sir said it was up to me to tell my brother as much or as little as I want. To feel better and to trust my brother with the truth or to make it lite and a bit kinky while making me miserable..
6/10
Called my brother to talk about his trip, family and things. My goal was to approach him on how kinky he is or open to things. It was a bit difficult to come out and ask him, but with this being Las Vegas, "sin city" - I asked him what clubs he was thinking of going to and what all he wanted me to show him, Letting him know I have seen everything here. From the big strip shows to the swing clubs to the small magic shows.
He laughed at the swing club, but came clean saying he would have no problem if we were to go there as a couple (cheaper) or as a three some. Than he asked about the kinky rooms. The ones with the ropes and chains.
That changed the conversation and finally gave me what I was really looking for. I was now able to ask him what he thought if we were into that stuff. He actually said he was not surprised by the way I treat my "husband" the way we act together and he thought my husband was the alpha male with our relationship.
First mission accomplished and time to change the topic. I assured him that I would leave him enough time to find things out on his own and give him space if he found a willing partner while here. His secrets would be safe with me as I hoped he would do the same for me. .
6/15
Our conversation tonight went down memory lane. Apparently our talk about swing clubs and other "adult" adventures jogged a memory he wanted solved.
When he was in High School, Mom and Dad threatened to punish him if he did not start to clean up his room, make his bed and put his laundry in the hamper before school each day.
So on the day this new rule was to happen, he was thinking about a test or some other thing and forgot. On my way down the hall and out the door to meet the bus, I swooped into his room. Made his bed, straighten a few things out, grabbed the dishes he had and the dirty clothes. Put the clothes in the hamper and the dish in the dishwasher as I went out the door.
On the bus, he got nervous remembering what he forgot to do. I told him not to worry, i did it for him. He thanked me. Than asked what he would have to owe me to have me do that more often? I said I would have to think about that.
So I did. everyday before school, i would go thru his room and make the bed, straighten things out and go off for the bus.
Tonight he asked me why I did that? And why I never asked for anything in return. But I reminded him that I did. he just didn't know it. I asked for and got His love, respect and his protection from the school bullies.
Plus it just felt good to do something for my big brother who had more important things to worry about. Like his grades improving to play sports. making his bed was the least I could do.
He ended the conversation with a comment about how I just seemed to be happy when I am helping others. Serving... I told him he was right. That I like to do that to only the important people in my life. Than he asked if he was still an important person in my life?
Hmm, interesting way to end our conversation.
6/17
Where does the time go? My brother will be here in less than 10 days! I it figured out to longer than that.
Tonight's conversation was short. He called first to talk about dad on Father's Day. Than he got to the point. Am I a slave or a submissive??
He was talking to Dad and they got onto a conversation about mom and that I guess led into some thought he had about their relationship, our earlier conversation about alpha male and service and than the light went off in his head.
I was outed.
Never in my life had I lied to my brother and I wasn't about to start, So I answered that I am my Husbands slave. Not a submissive, but a slave. Did that news bother him? No. But he needed to go and we will talk later.
Hmm... He sounded happy that he knew the truth and left on a good note.
6/19
My loving brother sent me a very long, twisted and wonderful email. He is glad I found my happy place and knows it would be difficult for me to hide that from him while he is here.
His desire while here is to have fun, gamble a little, see a few shows and spend as much time as possible with his kid sister.
He is also fascinated by the kink or in my case, the lifestyle and would have no problem seeing it in action. With a few requests. No sex in public or in front of him, no nudity and no painful punishments or play while he is in the house. Please.
The thought of hearing someone beat his sister, may send him into fits and anger. It's just the brother-protector side of him..
The words, the name calling, the way we relate to each other would be an "educational experience." He wrote.
I responded by asking him to keep what he learns here, to himself. I also let him know that unless he says otherwise, my none sexual, clothed services will extend to him and to please let enjoy what he can while here.
The letter was a wonderful thing to read. It answered a lot of questions. Maybe tonight, the last bit of my nervousness will go away!
6/24
He called to say he was all packed and looking forward to his trip here. I asked him about his routine. Waking up, breakfast, meals, etc... he thought i was grilling him like I was writing a book or something evil like that! when I explained that I will be the ultimate host and as the ultimate host, she needs to know his desired meals and making sure he is happy, so I also need to know his routine.
We agreed he would let me know when it was too much of something. No nudity or sex, but the serving and the names will stay as they always do. He will see a lighter side of my submission.
A full week of my Brother!! He really has his schedule full of things to see and do. He even has a couple of ladies he met online (??) and wants to go out club'ing with them. That's good, because I hate doing the party thing!
Master-Sir has allowed me to have today and tomorrow off to get everything ready and to meet him at the airport. Than Thursday I spend cleaning my Boss's house. So I do have some free time to spend with my brother, alone.
I cleaned up the guest bedroom. Out clean sheets on, put some condoms, lube and a few toys in the bedside stand. Made sure the fresh towels are there and a nice candle !
I really wanted to thank everyone for their kind words of encouragements, assistance on how and what to say to him and just being there for a shoulder to lean on and talk to about this.
My butterflies went from nervous butterflies ot anxious butterflies!
Master-Sir has given me some free time to be off line and so I will be silent for awhile on here, but will respond to emails and PM's
Have a great week! I know I will!
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