Erotic Humiliation Play is Not Easy

One of the things that has been a constant in my adult life is my big, saggy boobs.  They have been D or larger since about 14.  They are now DD and I can not see my feet! All of my Master’s have loved my desire to have them exposed and to play with them.  It has been really the only form of erotic humiliation play I would allow.  Verbal and physical abuse of them and my nipples always gets me hot, wet and wanting to be used and abused.

Master-Sir has taught me to enjoy other forms of humiliation and exhibition.  His girlfriends have all learned to play with my sloppy pussy.  They were allowed to use my boobs and to abuse the verbally and physically.  For most, it came very natural to them, a couple of them needed to be walked down that road to learn what is good and what is bad.  Bad will turn me off in a heartbeat and make me want to curl up in a ball and cry for days.

Master-Sir’s last girlfriend, Miss Becky, just never could get used to the limits and has been released!  Ok, Master-Sir told her to leave.  Yes, I may His slave, but I am also His prized slave and she had opportunities to learn the good and the bad.  She always seemed to want to go to the bad and make me want to hide.  That made the whole scene come to a stop and put a cold spell on Master-Sir’s desire to have sex with her after teasing and tormenting me.

Master-Sir had me on the floor with my legs spread apart and she was verbally abusing me for having such a wet, sloppy pussy.  He had ordered me to turn over and start masturbating my sloppy pussy while they were watching some show.  I soon became their entertainment as she verbally moved from my pussy to my flabby belly and went where no woman is allowed to go with me.  Master-Sir had warned her several times in the past.  My boobs, my pussy are huge turn ons for Him and I.  But other parts that are not perfect, are off limits.  She did not stop, but instead, went deep and painful in her tone and her words.  More so than a casual comment and I froze.  It’s natural for me to just stop when THAT nerve is hit.  That one limit Master-Sir doesn’t ever cross or would ever cross.  And she did it again with biting words that had me tearing up.

I was sent to my room and He waited until I was gone, but still able to hear Him tell her He’s done.  Her defense was that I should know it could happen.  That I am just what she had called me and my described my body.  Master-Sir ordered her to leave.

After a few minutes of letting me cry as I came down from the high we were on to the low she put me into and getting back to where I could think, Master-Sir came into my room with a cold drink, a towel, and an apology.  He curled me up in His arms, held me tightly than  told me He loved me and said that she was gone for good.  That just made me want to cry even more.  But these were tears of happiness.  After I stopped crying, I was allowed to suck His cock before being told to get His bed ready and that I was allowed to sleep with Him that night.

I have learned since, that He had her number blocked from my phone.

I am a loved slave and I love my Owner.



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Pushing through the Pain

The human body is an amazing thing, isn"t it?  It works to make sure you enjoy life and if cared for properly, it will help you work through the pain of sudden and hard use.  The one question I get often asked is how I can be used as a sex slave and not get hurt when I am, in their words "raped" by the man who suddenly wants to use one of my holes without any warning?

When a man suddenly wants to fuck me, I may not be ready, but I am expected to let Him use me as He wants.  So there is usually a little pain and discomfort as He shoves His hard cock into my somewhat dry pussy or ass.  then I will start to enjoy the experience once my body catches up with my mind on what"s all happening.  Pull my hair and force me to bend over, seems to send a signal from my brain to my pussy telling it to get ready for something painful and it becomes very wet very fast!

When my neighbor friend growing up and I would play "doctor" or whatever, I was always getting naked or topless and being pinched and felt up.  When it came time to see what all the fuss was about in those magazines His daddy kept hidden in the garage, my body wasn"t sure what to do. So one summer afternoon we decided to try anal sex (so I would not become pregnant)  He kept pushing His cock into my ass and could not get it in. He used a lot of lube and we tried different positions and everything but my hole was clinched good and tight.   Suddenly and unexpectedly, He pulled my ponytail hard to get me to move a certain way as He was also trying to feel His cock into my hole.

He reached under me to feel where His cock was and He ended up touching my pussy and suddenly I felt really weak-kneed and very dizzy, but His cock went right into my ass and past the ring with very little pain and a lot of wetness in my pussy.  I might add we were outside in behind some flower gardens so we would not get caught.  That may explain why today when I have an awesome Orgasm, I see flowers, lots of flowers.  Go figure that connection.

So my first orgasm was with my neighbor friend trying to fuck me in the ass, but His hand touched my labia and sent me to the moon. When I recovered, He was already done and I could feel His cum dripping out of my ass.  He was smiling and dressed already before I realized what all  had happened. I was naked, smiling and feeling all warm and fuzzy from it all with no real memory other than I was weak -kneed, dizzy and warm.  Still shaking, it scared Him and made me feel weird for being that way.  Thankfully my girlfriend later told me what had happened.  I had the Big O !

So when someone wants to just use me and fuck me, they can force themselves on me and push their cock into my pussy when I am dry and suddenly I am wet.  I guess my brain just wants to avoid the pain and makes it happen so I am ready.  There is nothing I do but follow His command and the pain is sharp yet short lived as He started to push into my hole, I can feel the dryness then BOOM, He is in and fucking me hard and I am wet as can be!!

As I feel the dryness turn wet, my body starts to realize what its suppose to do as I start to get into the motion and can often feel the building of the energy in my nerves for what I hope is an orgasm.  I hope and try to hold off until after He releases His reward into my hole.  Most times I can make it wait or He pulls out before it happens and I am on nervous edge from being brought down fast and hard.  Reminding myself that a slave is not there to be pleasured, she is there to be pleasurable.

Anal sex is a little different because I can"t get wet there.  But the pain from a dry fuck is usually tolerable as I try to send my mind elsewhere and hope to relax enough to let Him in easy.  Sorry, but most men are not THAT big and the pain is not that bad.  Since few men ever get to experience the joy of anal sex, they will cum fast and lubricate the rawness of their cock in my ass and relieve the pain quickly. I hope that they also will at least touch my pussy while filling my ass to help me build that feeling of pleasure and bring my mind back into my body.  Most don"t.  They are there to get off in my holes and move on with their life.    I am there to make that happen.

So Yes, when i am used without warning for rough sex, the pain is there for only a brief moment.  I will either send my mind off elsewhere or the feelings of being used and not wanting to get hurt will cause me to get instantaneously wet and relaxed. That's how I work!



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