This is a warning before I start. if you are not in the mood to hear the details (good/Bad/Kinky) ways I live my life as a 24/7 slave, this is the time to back away and move to another blog.
It seems any time i get into the details of my slave life, somebody will get self-righteous on me or my owner and abuse the comment button to leave bad remarks on how this is not the way to live a life or that I am being used and abused by a man with no care for my safety...
If that is you, please leave Now!
Its been eight years since I became His property. its been seven years since I agreed to be a no limits slave. Its been a few weeks since we both found out I had limits. He is happy with that.
Yes, He uses me for domestic services and loans me out to others for house cleaning and party service. Yes, he uses me for sexual services and loans me out to others he trusts for sexual services.
That has not changed. What has is how it is offered and I am presented. It used to be that I would be sent out to a house, hotel or office for my assigned duties. Not anymore. They come to His house and take me by my leash after a short conversation with my Owner about what is being offered and what is off limits. I remain silent during this conversation. Before the guest takes the leash, my Owner will ask if I understand my serving duties? A simple "Yes/no Sir" is allowed.
My eating options were always variable. At the table,on the floor, in the other room, etc.. They are now firmly in place. I sit on the floor next to my Owner and eat from His hands (or the hands of others) or from my dog dishes in the kitchen. The furniture inside the house is off limits. period.
I do not leave his presence without permission. Bedroom, living-room, kitchen, it doesn't matter, i ask to leave the room or his vision.
Each night at 9pm (unless working), I am to get ready for bed, then fix his bed for sleep and wait at the side to know if I am sleeping with him, on the floor beside or in my room. Never ask or assume.
Master-Sir has started to use me as a pee bucket daily. Used to be just during special sports/movie watching. Now its an almost morning ritual.
Master-Sir's girlfriend has no control over me without His explicit permission. He will direct my services for her.
The Big Change is when He is having sex with a woman with me in the room, That I am allowed to clean him off. Thats my job and I feel better being the one pleasing Him and making sure he is clean...
Those are the big changes. Most others are little ones that occur as time goes on.
i am liking the control, the feel of really being owned. But not liking the micromanaging. I hope that will change soon..
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